Monday, September 28, 2009

Pot boiling over

I am so so frustrated right now. I jumped into this week with the best intentions, and I feel like the rug got pulled from underneath me. I am so overwhelmed with the problems that came swarming back into my classroom. 4th period is wild. 2 students almost started a fist fight today. I don't know how to teach. I am about to explode with confusion and failure within my classroom. It is moments like this that I wonder how I am going to get through this year. I am not going to give up, but getting knocked down every day hurts so much. It hurts. I wonder what type of person I am going to be after this. Will I be bruised and broken, or stronger and smarter? So many unknowns.

-Ms. Q

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