Sunday Nights SUCK

This break was great. I got to take a break, see old friends, and most importantly, not think about school non-stop. I almost felt normal. Almost.

This is going to be a bad week. I can just feel it. I just had the worst freakout yet when I realized how much I have to do for tomorrow. I really need some help with my time management...

The anxiety has finally brushed off and now the adrenaline has kicked in. It is 11:55pm on Sunday and somehow I feel like I have NOTHING prepared. Funny how I get myself into this situation every Sunday. Sunday nights SUCK!

Here is a list of things that I am greatful for from this Thanksgiving Break (I need some positive thoughts to keep me going this week):
. my loving mother who will listen to my freakout on every Sunday night
. my loving father who will chop down a christmas tree and hall it to my house, just because I wanted one :)
. my bossy sister who had to share a bed with me all week
. Only 3 weeks until xmas break!
. my fun roommates who watched an entire season of the show LOST when I was gone
. living in beautiful Berkeley, where it is 65 degrees in November
. playing xmas music on the piano
. baking, baking, then baking some more just so I don't have to lesson plan
. the smell of pine in my living room
. Gertrude (my car) who is still running
. having my GPS back (because I get lost... all the time)
. Brianna, because I can tell her anything. Seriously, anything
. LPS Hayward because it proves to me that it is possible to have a functioning school
. Staying in touch with old friends
. Making new friends
. That someone special who makes me smile
. Holiday parties
. Buying dresses for holiday parties
. Margaritas
. December b-days (FYI our whole apartment is born in December)
. Really old clothes that I uncovered, that now are "new"
. cleaning for hours and looking through m old pictures and love notes
. late night talks with Caroline
. Not planning, and blogging instead.

Dang it, I have procrastinated long enough. Wish me luck, because this week is going to SUCK!

-Ms. Quane